Ashamed - Alexx

baby are you proud tell me how you feel
do you feel at all was it ever real
were you stroking your ego
were you trippin when i fell
what if knowing i was
had been enough
did i have to say that i was in love
i cried but i'll be alright
it wasn't me who was playing a game
i'll cry but the tears will dry
that chick will be shaking the stain off the pain when
i'm ashamed

shoulda seen the part of you, you hide
shoulda seen the nothingness inside
now that i finally do
i'm ashamed
shoulda seen the insecurity
shoulda seen who you couldn't be
now that i finally do
i'm ashamed

i was slow to trust i was so afraid
didn't matter you volunteered to wait
i can picture you laughing, bragging bout it to your friends
so i guess you won yeah i guess i lose
i cried but i'll be alright
it wasn't me who was playing a game
i'll cry but the tears will dry
that chick will be shaking the stain off the pain when
i'm ashamed

shoulda seen the part of you, you hide
shoulda seen the nothingness inside
now that i finally do
i'm ashamed
shoulda seen the insecurity
shoulda seen who you couldn't be
now that i finally do
i'm ashamed

oh i just regret you
dying to forget you
always thought of myself as smarter
wish i hadn't met you
maybe still i'll get you
oh yeah i had to see for myself

shoulda seen the part of you, you hide
shoulda seen the nothingness inside
now that i finally do
i'm ashamed
shoulda seen the insecurity
shoulda seen who you couldn't be
now that i finally do
i'm ashamed

shoulda seen the part of you, you hide
shoulda seen the nothingness inside
now that i finally do
i'm ashamed
shoulda seen the insecurity
shoulda seen who you couldn't be
now that i finally do
i'm ashamed

oh baby are you proud tell me how you feel..