I Would Be Lying - Novel

no clashes, no strain
it never felt like love anyway
i'm so glad girl maybe we're better of
that's a load off of my shoulder
was it meant to be
i guess we'll never know love
i admit we never did evolve
or maybe i'm just fooling myself
cos i can't see me with nobody else

cos i keep walking round with a smile on my face
and all along it's all pretend, i'm just a big fake
and if i said you weren't my shining
then i would be lying
and i keep walking round with a smile on my face
and all along it's all pretend, i'm just a big fake
and if i said you weren't my shining
i would be lying

moon lights and lonely days
it's just a reminder that you brought me pain
but we're way past it, i'm over it now
took me a while to build the courage to say
i don't wanna see you ever again
i think it's best we've gone our separate ways
but what if i'm just kidding myself
cos i can't picture me with nobody else

cos i keep walking round with a smile on my face
and all along it's all pretend, i'm just a big fake
and if i said you weren't my shining
then i would be lying
and i keep walking round with a smile on my face
and all along it's all pretend, i'm just a big fake
and if i said you weren't my shining
i would be lying

i know we're over and out
she just keeps telling me now
why can't we just be friends
and i gotta act like it's ok
but i can't pretend (no)

cos i keep walking round with a smile on my face
and all along it's all pretend, i'm just a big fake
and if i said you weren't my shining
then i would be lying
and i keep walking round with a smile on my face
and all along it's all pretend, i'm just a big fake
and if i said you weren't my shining
i would be lying

i would be lying, i would be lying (oh oh oh)